In which there’s a YouTube video. Sorry. Okay, I’m obsessed with this track right now. It’s musical brain crack, as far as my musical brain is concerned. This is only the second time I’ve ever embedded a YouTube video here ever (and the first time the video was of me). So it’s not like I […]
In which I talk about stuff that was never before interesting to me: exercising, dieting, and not smoking. I haven’t smoked since March 29th – twelve days ago, now. I can breathe, my tongue isn’t covered with slime when I wake up in the morning, I don’t clear my throat elevendy-hundred times a day, and […]
In which I spent all day in my fucking room. I worked out, I surfed intensely and endlessly for nothing, I folded some laundry and didn’t fold some other laundry. Except I did go out – I walked my dog. Twice. She’s old. Like, 13 or 14 old. We didn’t walk very fast. I made […]
In which I’m obsessed with age-appropriate things: food, weight, and exercise. Gawd. I rewarded myself for a week of smoke-free living by buying some groovy skins from DecalGirl. I found a 30% off code so I got three: one for my netbook, one for my cell phone, and a new one for the Kindle. I […]
In which I’m being very good and deserve lots of presents. I haven’t had a cigarette in five days. When I go out at night and everyone steps outside to smoke, I have a 4mg nicotine lozenge. Most of the rest of the time, I just ride it out. The NRT literature suggests that I […]
In which I complain. Again! You know what’s weird? Sometimes I go to my favorite bar, order a drink, and stick my nose in a book. I know, right? I have, over the years, had people pick fights with me while I read in a bar. I’ve had people physically take my book away from […]
In which there’s a barely organized ramble to get you up to date. Health I relaunched “Operation: Quit Smoking” on the 25th. It sucks and I hate it. All I want to do is eat and sleep and never go anywhere or do anything that reminds me of smoking, because nic fits suck, but of […]
In which I do a little brain dump about relationships, the Wolf, and responsibility. So, I did that most horrible of things: I broke up with somebody via text. The Wolf is a nice guy, of course, but he… well. Let me put it this way: I can only tick off four items from this […]
In which I don’t get excited and make things, because I’m really more of a theoretical thinker, but I do get excited and LEARN STUFF. A week ago, I was depressed. I’m unemployed. I’m worried about being able to get a job here. I don’t have a car and my income is so tight that […]
