Being a rather grumpy and random list, from a grumpy and random girl.

1. My husband is going to drag me to a BBQ at his boss’s house in Keosauqua tonight. I don’t want to go because I won’t know anybody but him and Jim & Joy.

2. I feel tense, like my body’s thinking about having a little panic fest. I desperately want to go to sleep.

3. I finally remembered to pay the mortage today.

4. I had lunch with my boyfriend, Joe. We ate at the shitty Mexican restaurant. He told me about a website he saw (NSFW!) that features videos of people, from the shoulders up, suffering la petite mort. It’s like porn with no porn. I haven’t looked at it because I’m at work, but it sounds “interesting” even though I’m not a particularly visual person. He also asked me to help him write a haiku to taunt Daphne with, one with the word “moist” in it, but I don’t know that I’ve ever written a haiku.

5. I ate way too much food at lunch today. I had the veggie fajitas. Two hours later, I’m still uncomfortably full.

6. I am starting to feel happy about this new template. I’m going for something rustic. The header image is our front pond, and the wood background is a tile I found on the web somewhere.

7. Yesterday my work computer totally shit the bed, so now I’m on a temporary computer and it is totally not set up right at all and it’s so indescribably stupid I won’t even try to describe it.

8. Yesterday, I bought this. I will put a 10GB hard drive in it, and I will keep all my important shit on it where I can get at it and I will carry it around with me. Right now I haven’t really lost much data, but I can’t use any of it.

9. I pretty much feel like shit.

10. I’m wondering if chocolate might be the answer to this unasked question. (It probably is. Speed is always the answer.)

11. The damn rain isn’t supposed to get here until, like, six. Just in time for the BBQ I don’t want to go to.